i have a lot of stuff to think about

and i have been thinking about a lot of stuff but i never reach any conclusions. i always need more info, more time, more evidence, another reason. what is this about? where did this come from?

ignore the ambiguity - this is me thinking through keys.

guess who is in a bad mood.

but does it really matter? we're all so young but feel so old and none of us have learned anything. and maybe we never do. maybe life's lesson is to quit looking and shut up for once.

i do not deal well with not getting my way.